This series of pictures would, with out a doubt fall into the sad category. I didn't even have to think about this post. I knew the second I saw it, which pictures made me the most sad. I can not look at these pictures with out crying. I am pretty certain this was the darkest time in my life. My poor sweet teeny tiny sick newborn.
If you want to read more about what exactly happen, you can click on this post and this post.
I am pretty sure I haven't ever posted the picture above on here before. This was right before she was rushed down to Children's. Getting all hooked up and ready to go on the ambulance.
For some reason, this picture is the hardest for me to look at. You wouldn't think it would be, would you? I was giving her her neb. This was before we ended up going down to Children's hospital. I think this was way harder for me than being at the hospital. I felt a lot more safe at the hospital and in good hands. When we were at home the few days leading up to the hospital, I was going into the clinic everyday, but at night it was all up to me. It was in my hands. I was the one having to determine what to do and if she was doing ok. My newborn baby and I did not sleep a wink, too worried and having to make sure she wasn't blue and that she was still breathing.